The Idiot Part 2 Chapter 11 Page 31

“Then they were only words on your part? I thought, on the contrary...”

“Well, I don’t mind telling you the truth — you only! Because you see through a man somehow. Words and actions, truth and falsehood, are all jumbled up together in me, and yet I am perfectly sincere. I feel the deepest repentance, believe it or not, as you choose; but words and lies come out in the infernal craving to get the better of other people.

It is always there — the notion of cheating people, and of using my repentant tears to my own advantage! I assure you this is the truth, prince! I would not tell any other man for the world! He would laugh and jeer at me — but you, you judge a man humanely.