said he.

Lucy was frightened.

“And she agreed that baptism was nothing, but he caught that fever when he was twelve and she turned round. She thought it a judgment.” He shuddered. “Oh, horrible, when we had given up that sort of thing and broken away from her parents. Oh, horrible — worst of all — worse than death, when you have made a little clearing in the wilderness, planted your little garden, let in your sunlight, and then the weeds creep in again! A judgment! And our boy had typhoid because no clergyman had dropped water on him in church! Is it possible, Miss Honeychurch? Shall we slip back into the darkness for ever?”

“I don't know,” gasped Lucy. “I don't understand this sort of thing. I was not meant to understand it.”