Childhood by Leo Tolstoy Chapter 25 Page 13

With this letter had come also a French note from Mimi, in which the latter said:

“The sad circumstances of which she has written to you are but too surely confirmed by the words of the doctor.

Yesterday evening she ordered the letter to be posted at once, but, thinking at she did so in delirium, I waited until this morning, with the intention of sealing and sending it then. Hardly had I done so when Natalia Nicolaevna asked me what I had done with the letter and told me to burn it if not yet despatched. She is forever speaking of it, and saying that it will kill you. Do not delay your departure for an instant if you wish to see the angel before she leaves us. Pray excuse this scribble, but I have not slept now for three nights. You know how much I love her.”