Crime and Punishment by Part 5 Chapter 4 Page 21

“What’s the meaning of it? Where am I?” she said in complete bewilderment, as though still unable to recover herself. “How could you, you, a man like you... How could you bring yourself to it?... What does it mean?”

“Oh, well — to plunder. Leave off, Sonia,” he answered wearily, almost with vexation.

Sonia stood as though struck dumb, but suddenly she cried:

“You were hungry! It was... to help your mother? Yes?”

“No, Sonia, no,” he muttered, turning away and hanging his head. “I was not so hungry... I certainly did want to help my mother, but... that’s not the real thing either... Don’t torture me, Sonia.”