First Love by Ivan Sergeyevich Turgenev Chapter 17 Page 5

All day long I kept a scowling brow and lips tightly compressed, and was continually walking up and down, clutching, with my hand in my pocket, the knife, which was warm from my grasp, while I prepared myself beforehand for something terrible. These new unknown sensations so occupied and even delighted me, that I hardly thought of Zina�da herself. I was continually haunted by Aleko, the young gipsy – ‘Where art thou going, young handsome man? Lie there,’ and then, ‘thou art all besprent with blood� . Oh, what hast thou done?� Naught!’ With what a cruel smile I repeated that ‘Naught!’ My father was not at home; but my mother, who had for some time past been in an almost continual state of dumb exasperation, noticed my gloomy and heroic aspect, and said to me at supper, ‘Why are you sulking like a mouse in a