Great Expectations by Charles Dickens Chapter 17 Page 11

Now, I too had so often thought it a pity, that, in the singular kind of quarrel with myself which I was always carrying on, I was half inclined to shed tears of vexation and distress when Biddy gave utterance to her sentiment and my own. I told her she was right, and I knew it was much to be regretted, but still it was not to be helped.

“If I could have settled down,” I said to Biddy, plucking up the short grass within reach, much as I had once upon a time pulled my feelings out of my hair and kicked them into the brewery wall, — “if I could have settled down and been but half as fond of the forge as I was when I was little, I know it would have been much better for me.

You and I and Joe would have wanted nothing then, and Joe and I would perhaps have gone