The Ghost by Arnold Bennet Chapter 19 Page 6

We did not look at each other. In a thick voice I called to the coachman to stop. I got out, and the vehicle passed on. If I had stayed with her, I should have wept in sight of the whole street.

I ate no dinner that evening, but spent the hours in wandering up and down the long verdurous alleys in the neighborhood of the Arc de Triomphe. I was sure of Rosa’s love, and that thought gave me a certain invigoration. But to be sure of a woman’s love when that love means torture and death to you is not a complete and perfect happiness. No, my heart was full of bitterness and despair, and mymind invaded by a miserable weakness. I pitied myself, and at the same time I scorned myself. After all, the ghost had no actual power over me; a ghost cannot stab, cannot throttle, cannot shoot. A ghost can only act upon the mind,