To Have & To Hold by Mary Johnson Chapter 4 Page 16

to order my household and make me a home. I was to be her head and her law, but also her sword and shield. That is what I went to look for.”

“And you found — me!” she said, and broke into strange laughter.

I bowed.

“In God’s name, why did you not go further?”

I suppose she saw in my face why I went no further, for into her own the color came flaming.

“I am not what I seem!” she cried out. “I was not in that company of choice!”

I bowed again. “You have no need to tell me that, madam,” I said. “I have eyes. I desire to know why you were there at all, and why you married me.”