happiness and plunging, inexhaustible freedom which was the paradise of her soul. Ah, the great range he would have opened to her, the illimitable endless space for self-realization and delight for ever.
The one thing she believed in was in the love she had held for him.
It remained shining and complete, a thing to hark back to. And she said to herself, when present things seemed a failure:
“Ah, I was fond of him,” as if with him the leading flower of her life had died.
Now she heard from him again. The chief effect was pain. The pleasure, the spontaneous joy was not there any longer. But her will rejoiced. Her will had fixed itself to him. And the old excitement of her dreams stirred and woke up.