‘But the men would find them just the same without you — why should you insist?’

Gerald looked up at him. Then he put his hand affectionately on Birkin’s shoulder, saying:

‘Don’t you bother about me, Rupert. If there’s anybody’s health to think about, it’s yours, not mine. How do you feel yourself?’

‘Very well. But you, you spoil your own chance of life — you waste your best self.’

Gerald was silent for a moment. Then he said:

‘Waste it? What else is there to do with it?’

‘But leave this, won’t you? You force yourself into horrors, and put a mill-stone of beastly memories round your neck. Come away now.’